First Love

First love is dangerous
only when it is also the last.

First love is a little foolish
and a lot of curiosity.

Men always want to be
a woman's first love -
women like to be
a mans last romance.

First romance,
first love,
is something
so special to all of us,
both emotionally and physically,
that it touches
our lives and
enriches them forever.

We always believe
our first love is our last,
and our last love is our first.

Woman's happiness
begins with her first love
and ends about then.

Every man is
thoroughly happy
twice in his life:
just after he
has met his first love,
and just after
he has left his last one

The magic of first love
is our ignorance
that it can never end.

First love
is a kind of vaccination
which saves a man
from catching the complaint
the second time.

Lucky is the man
who is the
first love of a woman,
but luckier is the
woman who is the
last love of a man.

To be in love
is merely to be in a state
of perceptual anaesthesia.

Love is everything it's cracked up to be.
That's why people are so cynical about it..
It really is worth fighting for,
risking everything for.
And the trouble is,
if you don't risk everything,
you risk even more.

I am a sailor,
you're my first mate
We signed on together,
we coupled our fate
Hauled up our anchor,
determined not to fail...

We only love truly once.
It is the first time
and succeeding passions
are less uncontrolled.

Transformer

I was spending my first time in watching Transformer. Before this, I wasn't like to watch this movie. I thought it was a movie full of wars and all those violent scenes.I don’t have the desire to watch this movie. Even when I’m requested by my brother, I rejected. But because my aunt already bought my ticket, so I went for movie with my brother and my cousins. Since I have never watch transformer for the previous two seasons, so I was keep asking my brother about the characters of transformers and the details of this movie. Once I was got into the situation, I was impressed by the characteristics of those transformers who were sacrificed themselves in order to save the Earth, to protect the one that they love. Optimus was died when he’s putting his effort in protecting Sam. The other Primes were sacrificing themselves to hide the Matrix that will change the fate of the world, which will bring the Earth into darkness, an irreversible disaster. Felt so sad when Optimus was died. Luckily, he was being saved by Sam. Jet Fire also sacrificed himself at the very end of the story. He wants to help Optimus in fighting The Fallen. And, as everyone wishes, The Fallen died.. Haha..

I like Bumble Bee. He’s so so soooo cute. When he knew that Sam is going to University without bring him. He cried.. Haha. I like that scene so much.. CUTE~~~~ He wanted always to be with his host.. I wish I have a transformer like Bumble Bee.. He can be my very best friend. He will protect me and listen to me. At least he will loyal to me. Anyway, these are all imagined by me. >.<>

Oh ya!!! The heroin is so pretty.. She’s pretty sexy. She got a nice voice, a good body line.. Wow.. Being attracted.. Haha.. Hey, I’m not lesbian.. It’s just simply impressed by her and admire her..Hehe. That’s all my feelings after watching this movie… If you wanted something creative and high-tech movie, go for transformers in cinema.. ^^

My Life

Last week i got a lot of activities.. Emm.. Went for shopping with friends, sing k with friends, played pool at AC, celebrated bufday for my little cousin and went Shogun during family days.. Wow.. lot lot activities.. I enjoy and enjoy and enjoy.. ^^ How's my life recently.. Actually is damn busy.. This week gonna prepare for a club activity.I'm helping my friend for stage backdrop. As Beau Bristow is coming to my college, journalist will be coming too.. That's why we have to put some efforts in decorating. It's a live concert for Beau Bristow.. I think probably most of you wont know who is he. Actually i know not much about him too.. If you wish to know more about him, search this web site. www.beaubristow.com.

Next thing.. I'm going to held a steamboat farewell party for my roommate without her knowledge.We're going to give her a surprise.. ^^ Hopefully everything going just nice.She got her JPA. She got medic course. A smart smart girl who i wish i could be like her.. Cannot jealous so many de lo. My fate.. >.< Before she going overseas, she'll be studying A level at KTT, Sepang. Wish her luck.. She'll be moving out from hostel on this Saturday.. I'm going to sleep alone lo.. Yet, i think i have used to it. I got my lamp lamp to accompany me and lead to my sweet sweet dreams.. But sometimes are those weird weird dreams that i can't remember once i woke up. Anyway, that's mean i can fall into sleep and have a good sleep too. Not bad ma. At least i do not need to lay on the bed and rolling over and over on the bed. Because i HATE THIS FEELING!! DON'T LIKE!!!

Now, next topic.. I had my first experience in playing pool. It was nice.. At first i found it hard to handle the stick. I did not know the correct way to hold the stick. I did not know how to hold the stick and apply force on it in order to push the ball. Should i call them as Ball? I don't know the exact name.. hehe. sorry.. For the few try, my balls are jumping on the table. haha. so embarrasing.. After that, i got knew about the technic to handle the stick.. My balls can get into the hole at last..I think got twice or thrice ba.. Haha.. Happy and satisfied.. ^^

Ok now.. How's my studies going? so far so good lo.. By the way, i got one lecturer who teaching my class for both math and stat.. when he's teaching math, his progression is very very fast.. i have no time to rest. He teaches for 2 hrs non stop.. Even wanna go to toilet also have to fast go fast back.. huh.. Fast like a rocket.. if you want to experience the feeling in the rocket, REGISTER in INTI and look for Mr. Chiam class. Haha.. Contrast, when he's teaching stat, he's quite slow.. the class is very very boring.. Make me so sleepy. I think majority of my classmate also felt sleepy. If they aren't, at least i was. haha.

Yesterday i went for badminton at USJ 19.. We booked 2 courts. We were having double player competition on two courts.. Just simply a competition between friends.. The fees for the courts are quite expensive compared to TM "Gao Zhou"..One hour 15 bucks.. luckily we are shared among 8 persons. So it's still affordable.. We played for 2 hours.. I was almost dehydrated after the game.. Even drank a lot of water still felt thirsty.. Sweat a lot. So syok~~~ Kakaka. Since everyone was enjoying in the game, no one was responsible to take pics.. sob sob.. sad.. Ok la.. I have to do my own stuff ad. Bcoz to upload this post, it spent me almost 2 hrs.. Bcoz some errors happened on blog web.. Damn!! enjoy those pics that i upload... ciaoz... Sing K
















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Pool at AC

感触

随着Michael Jackson 的逝世, 竟突然让我感触很多. 在他去世前,我对他的了解并不多. 对我来说,我只知道他是个擅长跳舞的巨星. 我竟然在前几分钟才知道原来他结婚了. 可笑吧? 真不敢想象,他就那么突然就离开了这个世界. 听着他的歌 YOU ARE NOT ALONE,竟感伤起来. 有种想哭的冲动.

他的逝世让我觉得人真的很脆弱. 一个小小的病菌就足够把一个人带离这世界.我们都不知道下一秒会发生什么事. 或许某人就在你面前,但之后就连你想触碰他的机会都没有了.想到这里让我感到害怕. 害怕我疼爱,心爱的人离我而去,害怕我要在记忆里寻找 他们的身影,他们的一切. 可以的话,真希望我爱的人,爱我的人能一直留在我身边,陪着我度过我的喜怒哀乐….

疼爱我的人及我爱的人, 我会开始学习珍惜你们… 不让我的生命及你们的生命存着遗憾~~~

I'm STUPID

I just did my chemistry paper 2 today.. I did it badly.. really badly.. even a simple question, a simple calculation i also calculate wrongly. So, what word can suit fit for me.. STUPID!!! I cant accept this fact that I can do wrong for questions that were simple, that gave me bonus marks to score for my paper. How can I being so careless in exam? I cant forgive myself.. square an equation also multiply wrongly.. I got no time for this paper. I left blank for some questions. I cant imagine what my result will be.. Flying colour results? Seems getting far and far from me.. Scholarship for degree? probably no more for me.. Professional career? belongs to others.. Me? I don't know. I cant plan my future now.. I'm going to disappoint people around me. I'm going to shame myself.. If my result is bad for A level, if i cannot graduate with a better result that can fulfill the requirement of course that i want for degree, what am i going to do with? Probably spends one more year on foundation in science.. But i do not hope to take this path.. It will waste a lot of money, time and even effort that i put before. I know i'm not spending as much time as other. but at least i do put effort. I really tried my best. I cant study everyday, every minute like others. i will getting fed up with study if i'm acting like that. HATE MYSELF.. ANGELIS!!!!
I wanna continue with my degree after my A level.. I wanna involve myself in degree as soon as possible. Dreaming of U life eagerly.. Please God.. Please bless me. I won't request for the best result. But at least wont shame myself, enable me to take the career and the path that I dream everyday, every minute, every second....

EXAM

Exam is coming soon. Feeling stress.. Why am I so stress? This is because my dad paid for my fees, my exam fees.. My dad even paid a hardship.. Aih.. I hope I can really do well in this coming exam.. Everything seems doesn’t go right. I don’t know why m I having this kind of feeling. Although there’s someone telling me everything is going fine, I can’t remove this feeling from my heart. I need the right person, right action to help me remove this feeling. I hate this kind of feeling. It has been surrounded me for few days.. I scared I’ll depress someday. Hah. PLEASE HELP ME!!!

My parents asked me not to be stressed in facing exam. Just try my best. Yet, I’m stress. I’m scared. I cried when I’m alone. Arghhh… After this exam, I have to prepare for another exam that is coming in half year time. Then, MUET.. Will MUET and A2 at the same time? If yes, what should I do? So many obstacles this year.. This year isn’t my year.. Everything has obstacle. Why are obstacles looking around for me a? I’m looking for luck, GOOD LUCK!! Not BAD LUCK!!