Transformer

I was spending my first time in watching Transformer. Before this, I wasn't like to watch this movie. I thought it was a movie full of wars and all those violent scenes.I don’t have the desire to watch this movie. Even when I’m requested by my brother, I rejected. But because my aunt already bought my ticket, so I went for movie with my brother and my cousins. Since I have never watch transformer for the previous two seasons, so I was keep asking my brother about the characters of transformers and the details of this movie. Once I was got into the situation, I was impressed by the characteristics of those transformers who were sacrificed themselves in order to save the Earth, to protect the one that they love. Optimus was died when he’s putting his effort in protecting Sam. The other Primes were sacrificing themselves to hide the Matrix that will change the fate of the world, which will bring the Earth into darkness, an irreversible disaster. Felt so sad when Optimus was died. Luckily, he was being saved by Sam. Jet Fire also sacrificed himself at the very end of the story. He wants to help Optimus in fighting The Fallen. And, as everyone wishes, The Fallen died.. Haha..

I like Bumble Bee. He’s so so soooo cute. When he knew that Sam is going to University without bring him. He cried.. Haha. I like that scene so much.. CUTE~~~~ He wanted always to be with his host.. I wish I have a transformer like Bumble Bee.. He can be my very best friend. He will protect me and listen to me. At least he will loyal to me. Anyway, these are all imagined by me. >.<>

Oh ya!!! The heroin is so pretty.. She’s pretty sexy. She got a nice voice, a good body line.. Wow.. Being attracted.. Haha.. Hey, I’m not lesbian.. It’s just simply impressed by her and admire her..Hehe. That’s all my feelings after watching this movie… If you wanted something creative and high-tech movie, go for transformers in cinema.. ^^

My Life

Last week i got a lot of activities.. Emm.. Went for shopping with friends, sing k with friends, played pool at AC, celebrated bufday for my little cousin and went Shogun during family days.. Wow.. lot lot activities.. I enjoy and enjoy and enjoy.. ^^ How's my life recently.. Actually is damn busy.. This week gonna prepare for a club activity.I'm helping my friend for stage backdrop. As Beau Bristow is coming to my college, journalist will be coming too.. That's why we have to put some efforts in decorating. It's a live concert for Beau Bristow.. I think probably most of you wont know who is he. Actually i know not much about him too.. If you wish to know more about him, search this web site. www.beaubristow.com.

Next thing.. I'm going to held a steamboat farewell party for my roommate without her knowledge.We're going to give her a surprise.. ^^ Hopefully everything going just nice.She got her JPA. She got medic course. A smart smart girl who i wish i could be like her.. Cannot jealous so many de lo. My fate.. >.< Before she going overseas, she'll be studying A level at KTT, Sepang. Wish her luck.. She'll be moving out from hostel on this Saturday.. I'm going to sleep alone lo.. Yet, i think i have used to it. I got my lamp lamp to accompany me and lead to my sweet sweet dreams.. But sometimes are those weird weird dreams that i can't remember once i woke up. Anyway, that's mean i can fall into sleep and have a good sleep too. Not bad ma. At least i do not need to lay on the bed and rolling over and over on the bed. Because i HATE THIS FEELING!! DON'T LIKE!!!

Now, next topic.. I had my first experience in playing pool. It was nice.. At first i found it hard to handle the stick. I did not know the correct way to hold the stick. I did not know how to hold the stick and apply force on it in order to push the ball. Should i call them as Ball? I don't know the exact name.. hehe. sorry.. For the few try, my balls are jumping on the table. haha. so embarrasing.. After that, i got knew about the technic to handle the stick.. My balls can get into the hole at last..I think got twice or thrice ba.. Haha.. Happy and satisfied.. ^^

Ok now.. How's my studies going? so far so good lo.. By the way, i got one lecturer who teaching my class for both math and stat.. when he's teaching math, his progression is very very fast.. i have no time to rest. He teaches for 2 hrs non stop.. Even wanna go to toilet also have to fast go fast back.. huh.. Fast like a rocket.. if you want to experience the feeling in the rocket, REGISTER in INTI and look for Mr. Chiam class. Haha.. Contrast, when he's teaching stat, he's quite slow.. the class is very very boring.. Make me so sleepy. I think majority of my classmate also felt sleepy. If they aren't, at least i was. haha.

Yesterday i went for badminton at USJ 19.. We booked 2 courts. We were having double player competition on two courts.. Just simply a competition between friends.. The fees for the courts are quite expensive compared to TM "Gao Zhou"..One hour 15 bucks.. luckily we are shared among 8 persons. So it's still affordable.. We played for 2 hours.. I was almost dehydrated after the game.. Even drank a lot of water still felt thirsty.. Sweat a lot. So syok~~~ Kakaka. Since everyone was enjoying in the game, no one was responsible to take pics.. sob sob.. sad.. Ok la.. I have to do my own stuff ad. Bcoz to upload this post, it spent me almost 2 hrs.. Bcoz some errors happened on blog web.. Damn!! enjoy those pics that i upload... ciaoz... Sing K
















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Pool at AC

感触

随着Michael Jackson 的逝世, 竟突然让我感触很多. 在他去世前,我对他的了解并不多. 对我来说,我只知道他是个擅长跳舞的巨星. 我竟然在前几分钟才知道原来他结婚了. 可笑吧? 真不敢想象,他就那么突然就离开了这个世界. 听着他的歌 YOU ARE NOT ALONE,竟感伤起来. 有种想哭的冲动.

他的逝世让我觉得人真的很脆弱. 一个小小的病菌就足够把一个人带离这世界.我们都不知道下一秒会发生什么事. 或许某人就在你面前,但之后就连你想触碰他的机会都没有了.想到这里让我感到害怕. 害怕我疼爱,心爱的人离我而去,害怕我要在记忆里寻找 他们的身影,他们的一切. 可以的话,真希望我爱的人,爱我的人能一直留在我身边,陪着我度过我的喜怒哀乐….

疼爱我的人及我爱的人, 我会开始学习珍惜你们… 不让我的生命及你们的生命存着遗憾~~~

I'm STUPID

I just did my chemistry paper 2 today.. I did it badly.. really badly.. even a simple question, a simple calculation i also calculate wrongly. So, what word can suit fit for me.. STUPID!!! I cant accept this fact that I can do wrong for questions that were simple, that gave me bonus marks to score for my paper. How can I being so careless in exam? I cant forgive myself.. square an equation also multiply wrongly.. I got no time for this paper. I left blank for some questions. I cant imagine what my result will be.. Flying colour results? Seems getting far and far from me.. Scholarship for degree? probably no more for me.. Professional career? belongs to others.. Me? I don't know. I cant plan my future now.. I'm going to disappoint people around me. I'm going to shame myself.. If my result is bad for A level, if i cannot graduate with a better result that can fulfill the requirement of course that i want for degree, what am i going to do with? Probably spends one more year on foundation in science.. But i do not hope to take this path.. It will waste a lot of money, time and even effort that i put before. I know i'm not spending as much time as other. but at least i do put effort. I really tried my best. I cant study everyday, every minute like others. i will getting fed up with study if i'm acting like that. HATE MYSELF.. ANGELIS!!!!
I wanna continue with my degree after my A level.. I wanna involve myself in degree as soon as possible. Dreaming of U life eagerly.. Please God.. Please bless me. I won't request for the best result. But at least wont shame myself, enable me to take the career and the path that I dream everyday, every minute, every second....

EXAM

Exam is coming soon. Feeling stress.. Why am I so stress? This is because my dad paid for my fees, my exam fees.. My dad even paid a hardship.. Aih.. I hope I can really do well in this coming exam.. Everything seems doesn’t go right. I don’t know why m I having this kind of feeling. Although there’s someone telling me everything is going fine, I can’t remove this feeling from my heart. I need the right person, right action to help me remove this feeling. I hate this kind of feeling. It has been surrounded me for few days.. I scared I’ll depress someday. Hah. PLEASE HELP ME!!!

My parents asked me not to be stressed in facing exam. Just try my best. Yet, I’m stress. I’m scared. I cried when I’m alone. Arghhh… After this exam, I have to prepare for another exam that is coming in half year time. Then, MUET.. Will MUET and A2 at the same time? If yes, what should I do? So many obstacles this year.. This year isn’t my year.. Everything has obstacle. Why are obstacles looking around for me a? I’m looking for luck, GOOD LUCK!! Not BAD LUCK!!

叶子的离去,是风的诱惑,还是树的不挽留?

叶子与树的爱情故事

"叶子的离开，是风的追求还是树的不挽留？记得从前与树一起走过的春天,风总是轻柔的吹在叶子和树身上,叶子知道,风喜欢他,但他想和树一起;
夏天来了,叶子和树总是在太阳下懒懒地晒着睡午觉,那时叶子觉得,能这样陪在树的身边,是多麽的幸福;雨水落下来了,叶子总会挺身,为了树,擋住雨水的冲撞,因为叶子想为树做些事情,他不想只是吸收树的养份而活,叶子知道,他一定要坚强,要不怕雨水的冲撞,要经得起风的诱惑,叶子一定要坚强,叶子一定要坚强,坚强地陪在树的身边;
秋天来了,雨水少了,叶子不用经常面对雨水了,他知道他已经战胜了雨水.雨水少了,树能吸收的水份越来越少了,叶子只能更努力地吸收阳光,他要为了树,更加努力,努力;
叶子和树一起,长出了花儿,花儿展开她美丽的颜色,花儿为了吸引蜜蜂,吸引蝴蝶,花儿展开她美丽的颜色,花知道他的美丽,就是为了成全果实的成长;
但,树越来越虚弱了,树开始开花儿了,为了花,树要分给花更多的水,叶子分的水少了,但他却要吸收更多的阳光.为了花儿,为了能结果;
树,越来越虚弱了,这时,风来了,他比春天更加强势,比夏天更霸道,他知道叶子的坚强,所以,风更用力地吹,用力地吹.
树越来越虚弱了,叶子知道,他是时候要离开了,叶子对树说:我喜欢上风了,我要离开你.树无声的放开了叶子,叶子随着风飘着,飘着,这是叶子一辈子唯一一 次离开树,唯一一次骗了树,风很开心,把叶子向上吹,风想让叶子飘得更高,风想让叶子飘得更高,风想让叶子快乐,因为,风,就只会且只能把叶子向上吹;
" 叶子是第一次从这么高的地方看着树,叶子,第一次能看到树的全身,叶子随着风,围绕着树转,叶子想把树看得更清楚,叶子想把树看得更清楚,叶子想把树的正个样子永远的记住;
叶子终于记住树了,树,对于叶子来说,比叶子大得多,坚强的多,到这时,叶子才知道,其实叶子一直的坚强,都是因为有树的支撑,叶子才能这么的坚强,这么 的坚强!叶子终于知道了树的心意,其实树他一直都是默默的照顾着叶子,叶子终于知道了,并且,叶子看到了花,他们共同的女儿,还有果实,他们共同的孩子, 花是那么的美丽, 果实,是那么的纯朴; 叶子义无反顾的向树的根冲去,叶子要下半辈子跟着树,叶子已经和树走过春天,叶子已经和树走过夏天,叶子也即将要于树走完这个秋天,叶子知道,花儿会随着 叶子,一起到树的根边,陪着叶子,叶子和花一起陪着树走完秋天,叶子和花会一起长眠,陪着树走完秋天;
叶子知道,果实也会掉落,钻进泥土,果实,会生根,果实,会发芽,总有一天,果实也会长成树一样,能够破土,顶天,立地,并会像树一样,保护他的叶子,开花,结果......
虽然,叶子和花,永远都不会再看到那一天,但叶子和花都知道,那一天,终将来临.

Just to release myself

My condition is spreading rather than recovering. I’m so suffering with what I’m experience now. It’s almost is my “Best Friend” that stay with me for more than ten years++. BUT, I dislike this “best friend” to be with me anymore. How many efforts should I do to overcome this? When only I can recover completely? You all wouldn’t know how suffering it is, how painful it is, how many plaster I have been used in every single week. Sometimes, I’m scare to look at that. I scare people looking at that. I’ll lose my confident as I think about it. I’m jealous others girl can have such a good condition. I want that also. Yet…. When others people look at that, sure they will think that is disgusting. Sob sob…

There’re a lot of foods I cannot eat. I have to sacrifice my favourite foods. How long I have to maintain until I can recover? I should have more and more determination than other people have. I know that. Just, my soul and my body are suffering. It’s torturing. I’m even torturing people surrounding me. People who love and care for me. My parents look for a better remedy for me. They will pay even more attention to any info related to my case. They even spend more on me. Dear’s parents also concern about me. They recommended some doctor for me and always ask for my condition to see whether I’m getting better. Dear’s worry about my condition. He has to be more careful when stay with me in order not to make my wound pain.

I know it wouldn’t recover in a short time. Yet I hope at least it wouldn’t spread anymore. Then only will increase the probability to recover as soon as possible.

Huh… nothing else. Just want to express my feeling in somewhere else. So writing a blog is a good way for me to release myself rather than telling my family. This will only make them even worry about me. Aih… that’s all for this post……………………….